Sunday, March 20, 2016

Finding the good in the difficult

Blogging has definitely taken a back burner this year. This whole being a working mom is hard and I have not adjusted as well as I would like. Of course, it doesn't help that my child doesn't sleep through the night consistently yet. It seems that I have used blogging this year, to help me process some of my bigger issues. So here I go again. I'm going to be as honest as I can be.
I have one of the best classes I have ever had this year. Sadly all my husband has heard is me complaining out the things that go on outside of my classroom.  As teachers we are faced with so many challenges that are beyond our control. I love the school I work at. I think the teachers there are great and work hard. But I see them everyday beaten down by systems that we can't control. More testing. More mandates. More policies that don't seem to have the best interest of our students at heart. I love my students and I love being there for them.  But this year I have felt strongly called to be there for my fellow teachers. I have worked at trying to improve morale and be a positive light in the school. I am blessed to be able to maintain the prayer list at our school. Almost my whole school joins together in prayer for each other and shares our prayer concerns over email. It is such a privilege to me that I get to facilitate it and it is totally a God thing. He called me to this role. He calls me to send out encouraging emails to my co-workers.
This past week as a staff we endured some difficult things. We were told some things that weren't true about ourselves. Lots of us felt guilty about things that we should never feel guilty about. I have been processing this all week. I have gone from sad to mad and back again. I know that we can't be the only group of teachers to beaten down in this way. So here are the conclusions I have come to in this difficult time as teachers.
What is clear to me is that God is present in all things. One of his names is El-Roi, the God who sees, and he sees us.  He sees you when you give that child a hug that no one else wants to hug. He sees you when you listen to a child tell a story over and over. He sees you when you bring dinner to a co worker who is going through a rough time. He sees you when you are having a rough day in your personal life but you put a smile on your face for your students. He sees you when you sit down to grade papers or plan lessons after providing your family a meal and everyone is in bed. He sees the excitement you have when your student who has been struggling all year finally gets it. He sees that coffee your bring your co worker when they have a hard day. He sees you when you share the treats you bake with your fellow teachers. He sees you fighting everyday for your students.  The great thing is God sees us as we really are.
Not only does God see but our co- workers and students see it too. I want to challenge you this week to uplift one of your co workers. Show them you see the little things that they do that are meaningful. Show them you believe they are so much more than how the world sees them.
 Some days it feels like our education system is crumbling around us. But we keep on for our students and we need to keep on for each other. We need to encourage each other. We have to lift each other up. We have to stick together.  Be a light in your school!


4 comments:

  1. Kerri,
    You have no idea how much I needed to hear this message this morning. It was waiting for me in my inbox and came at just the right time. I have been facing many of the same problems you have as well as being moved to a new grade level this year (without requesting the move). This year I have faced challenges as a teacher I never thought I would face. I am so heartbroken for you as well. I know being a full-time teacher and mommy is extremely hard for me too and I don't seem to get it all done anymore, but I promise you are doing your best. Congratulations on your new baby!
    Joni
    http://kinderkidsfun.blogspot.com/

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  2. Kerri,
    You go a long way to uplift us as a staff. I just wanted you to know that what you do does not go unnoticed! We are in very trying times....sometimes so trying that it is difficult to remain focused on the big picture (those little faces). I, personally, appreciate you and your efforts. Thank you for all you do :)

    Teri

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  3. Kerri,
    You go a long way to uplift us as a staff. I just wanted you to know that what you do does not go unnoticed! We are in very trying times....sometimes so trying that it is difficult to remain focused on the big picture (those little faces). I, personally, appreciate you and your efforts. Thank you for all you do :)

    Teri

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